another poem
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: leave the pieces--the wreckers

Here's a poem i wrote about my boyfriend...

Just for him to look at me

look at me with love

just to run his fingers through my hair

to me that would be enough

 

you can talk of love but

oh how i'd love for him

to just show me

show me how it is to be loved

 

Put your arms around me

hold me and never let go

snuggle up and tell me

the things you long to say

 

i'm listening

i'm here

i want you

i love you

i need you to show me

show me your love

my poem
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: pictures--kid rock and sheryl crow

Here's a poem i had written on July 11, 2006

 

On my mind

constantly

i want to know what it's like

what it's like to be yours

to be held in your arms

kissed by your lips

touched by you

 

i want to feel what it's like

to be wanted by you

loved by you

cared for by you

 

others in your past

were so lucky just to get the chance

to have all that

i want that too

 

i ache inside

just wondering

wondering and wishing i knew

what it's like

with you

my first entry
Mood:  hug me
Now Playing: my favorite mistake--sheryl crow

Hello...My name is Skylar...i'm 23.  I started this blog as a way to vent about things without anyone finding out my identity...cuz there is so much drama in my life right now and no one i can trust.

I fell in love with my best friend.  I'm engaged to be married.  My best friend moved and now i feel all alone.  He hasn't bothered calling, writing or emailing me.  He was still hung up over his x wife so he went back to see if he could make amends with her.  He promised we would always be the best of friends.  I'll probably never hear from him again. 

I guess it's time i try to work things out with the guy i'm with.  He used to make me happy, but i don't feel the same way anymore and i'm afraid of what he may do if he finds out how wrong i've done him.

Hell i guess i'm done venting for the time being.  I really don't know what else to say.  I miss my friend, but i think it's time i got over him and moved on cuz i don't think he's ever going to talk to me again. 

<3 Skylar...